The Last Time

My Love

As I woke this morning, like every morning I was missing you a great deal as always. I spend most of my time thinking of you.  What you don’t know is how I often think and actually picture in my mind all that makes you up physically and spiritually.  The blind eye you turned against my numerous irritations that I know should have frustrated you…Like always being right. I keep your photo taped to the side of my locker right above my head. I look at it every morning and every evening, doing this gives me the pleasant feeling that I’m caressing you as in the old days. I sometimes touch my lips to yours to recapture the eletric current that rushes through my blood whenever your visits allow me to kiss you. I have said this before, I pour my heart out in each letter because my heart is yours and my love has only been you. I know not when or if I will ever see you again, and if I was to die, I want you to be able to know that I loved you. I know you may feel that this is foolish talk, but believe me it isn’t. Every morning is a blessing, everyday away from you is a tradgedy. I have missed birthdays anniversaries, and graduations. The warmth of your body next to mine, your smile, even our arguments.  You and our children were my life. What I have now is just motion…the same thing day after day. My only prayer is to see you again….to touch you, hold you and kiss your sweet lips. Each time you come may be the last time. I love you.                                                                      L

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Letters from Loretto

Letters from Loretto are no big deal                                         They just express the way I feel.                                             Telling my wife how much I miss                                         Her touch, her smile and the way she kiss.                           Being in prison doesn’t just punish me                                  It effects the wife, the kids and the whole family.             The  judge said that I broke the law                                       The sentence  he gave brought a drop of my jaw.             So letters from Loretto I’ll  continue to write                           Professing my love all day and night.

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A father’s love

You are my baby girl, the apple of my  eye                             when I look in the mirror I just want to cry                             Thinking of the shame I must put you through               when your friends ask, what does your father do?           Succumbing to a lie in it’s full submission,                             is better than admitting your daddy is in prison.                 To fathom this, I must pause,  then ask your forgiveness for the embarrassment  I must cause.           In this prison I may be shoved,  but it doesn’t stop a father’s love

L

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The Wall

My Darling
My letters are like your cards, they bring me closer to you. I will never stop feeling connected, after all these years we have to be as one. I just wish at times this wall I talk to every night could speak back  I pray to the King of the universe to please return me to you.  I know that the time will come when I say good night love,  and it won’t be a wall.  I am the luckiest man to have found you. You have made me proud to have you love me all these years. I have to say until you came along, love was something I never knew.  Until you, I had never known I could feel this much. The yearning in the deepest parts of my heart for you is the perfect passion. I never want to lose you. I pray we will always be together, loving one another forever.
L

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The Voice

My darling
I use to listen to your voice over the radio and picture us together. I never would have dreamed the fantasy becoming a reality of twenty-seven years. I waited many years for my dream to come alive, for Yahweh to send me an angel in disguise. …you.
I was and am so happy that we wound up together. I feel that we will make it forever. I see this written on our hearts. There is nothing more I need in this world than to be with you. The magic of your love took me from that dull  life in a lonely hotel room,to the bright sunshine. There in that light we made a home, raised children, and built a family.  I have truly, truly been blessed by that captivating voice on the other end of a radio those many years ago. Repeating something I’ve said in letters before…. you are still my best thought each day. Your name is on my lips each morning, and every night before I close my eyes. We owe it to ourselves to correct what happened along the way. We need more than yesterday memories, we need new tomorrow’s.  I just want to say, if I should die before I get back to you, just remember I died loving you.
L

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